Friday, March 13, 2009

changing lanes

Do you know that place in your life when you just feel like you're stuck in second gear? And you just can't move foreword? And then something, something random even gives you a breath of fresh air. A high. a sense of freedom and belonging in this world. I, was one of the fortunate ones.
I've been in  a never-ending  spiral of ups and downs. And through stupid decisions and lack of social excitement and common understanding between others. But that's besides the point. 
I feel like my life is a type of social experiment. 
As of this moment, I am dating a Brit. Well somewhat of a Brit. His mom is a Brit. My family is Russian/Armenian with a rather conservative background. And then there's me. As my cute little asian friend says I can walk up to a building and have a philosophical conversation with a wall. 
So, Being the fat ass that  I am, I always look for awesome new places to grab a bite,  And one day after walking about in Santa Monica, I stumbled upon a place....let me rephrase. Upon A PUB